I'm starting to love when the night falls.

I'm starting to love when it's pitch black.

I'm starting to love feeling emotionless...

There, a voice caressing my ears, whispering,

Don't go to the light, walk towards the dark.

Fear not, for you will attain True Eternity...

 

 

 只有这样的黑暗中，我的心才会安

 

Lots of shit happens ... Seriously and i mean lots of shit that one cant imagine what i gone thru this past few month -.-

Well Christmas was really bad, i sort of had food posioning damn it .. Can feel my intestine n stomach they are churning n twisting..... No one would ever want to expereince that ... Seriously felt that i was dying lol ... went to see the doc at 12 30pm than went back home wait for Lionel to come so i took a bathe... After he came , opened the door for him than i went back to sleep... Waking up feeling very sick. He touch my hand, "wow why ur body so heated up" Well gotten a really high fever ...

In the end i insist of going out even thou is raining outside... He booked the tickets for Sherlock Homes at PS ... 830pm so wrrigle our way out at 6 plus went to jp eat congee than take med after that train down to PS. he wanted to take a cab down he scare i feeling not too gd unable to withstand the ride lol but well money is not so easy earn de so took a train well got sits so not that bad fell asleep again... waking up with a very heavy head -.-

The moive was nice very smart n lots of cold jokes lol... must be able to understand to laugh at it lol ... We took the mrt to habour front to take cab frm there lol so sorry my dear cuz i getting abit shaky le lol...

Well 23/12/09 one of my fren he went in... Heard was 10 month 4 strokes... Hear le also feel pain for him 4 strokes leh... Really hope this will be the last time for him and sincerely hope he will know what to do after he's out ... He's not bad in his bone la... 人之初，性本善... He got a good heart mayb just broad astray ... Hope he turn n make a new start and end his astray life after this time round ...

Now SATURDAY morning I in office .... Wasnt feeling that good still like a bit sickly.. Well being force to come =x ... Later part of the day no idea what will i be doing ... No plans No progs yet...

This few days kinda feeling very emotional lol mayb becuz of the monthly visit... well who knows.. Think i know things that i shouldnt be knowing, seeing things that i shouldnt be seeing, listening to things that i shouldnt be listening, feeling things that i shouldnt be feeling... How i wish I had no feelings so i wont feel so lousy n feel so emotional at times... haha well all's going to be good again just got to pick myself up n embrace those sad stuff...

Till Then ...

Later will be watching the long await Transformer...haha cheers~ but it's gonna be at 1140pm -.- my very 'cute' bf booked at 830pm online. Than he realise that he's having a BBQ later on thus he manage to cancel the ticket and asked me to booked it at 1140pm LOL...

ANW, the commissioning ball that day at 19th was pretty good haha than again photos below .. =) haha dada manage to came back just in time for the ball!!! Gab is really LUCKY!!! haha Enjoy ~


dada & me ... LOL n my furry furry lol kns

 
My man with his bow tie and of cuz me haha!!! This is his best looking photo with me i guess haha ...

 
His sleepy eyes part I


Sleepy eyes part II


Okie Gab took this haha I know I look awkaward haas!!



Gab and my dada part I ... haha He's damn lucky that she got back Singapore just in time haha


dada and Gab part II


dada and Gab part III



Lix and Gab LOL he's "popular" opps


Another one ...


I like this photo I think I look nice here hahahah I wanna crop away his face LOL !!!


To be honest his smile looks the same in all photos!!! lol


Me with Lix's glasses haha!!! I look like a geek hehe


Finally my smirky smile hahha!!!